It is a lie when I tell the whole world that I’m okay without you. You know me well perhaps.
I know I might not be able to shut you out from my life just like what you did to me. It takes a big courage enough just to let you go.
I’m not asking you to stay here with me. I just want you to be truth with your own feeling.
Damn! When this sem I can’t exactly focus on what I’m study. Allahu.. Protect me, protect my heart. Make this heart just fall in love with you. Not other creature called man.
I don’t want to involve with any love story. I just don’t believe that love can make our life better than we’re alone. Yeah, I love being alone.. In my own little world, in my own dreams without someone came to cheer up my dreams. No, I don’t need it all. Love, man, guy what other shit things they call.. I really don’t need it.
I don’t know until when. But I really hope that it’ll stay forever like this. I just want to love my parents, my siblings, myself, my Creator and my Light (Rasulullah).